1. |
Leap of Faith
04:05
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Constant exasperation
Leaving now without a choice
Constantly jaded
Forgetting the sound of my voice
You know I couldn't breathe
Words like vines they wrap around my neck
I should've ran away
A leap of faith that brought me to the brink
All I have to know
Is that I wouldn't last so long
I know it shows
'Cause I've been feeding
A messed up way of thinking
All along I'm healing
The things I thought I left behind
Mistreating, definitely mistreating
My all around being
At least for now
For now
Afraid of bothering you
As much as I want to
Talk a lot, explore eachother
I know what I'm worth
It hurts to say
We've gone our own ways
To escape the grip of reality
It's change I seek
All I have to know
Is that I wouldn't last so long
I know it shows
'Cause I've been feeding
A messed up way of thinking
All along I'm healing
The things I thought I left behind
Mistreating, definitely mistreating
My all around being
At least for now
For now
We’ve gone our own way
To forget the story
To escape the grip of reality
Hiding behind the scenery
Waiting for it dissipate
Escape the grip of reality
'Cause I've been feeding
A messed up way of thinking
All along I'm healing
The things I thought I left behind
Mistreating, definitely mistreating
My all around being
At least for now
For now
Mistreating, definitely mistreating
My all around being
At least for now
For now
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2. |
Crash
04:37
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3. |
Stamford Bridge
04:57
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It all feels the same
You're refusing constantly moving
Take it all out on me
'Til what's left is a tragedy
It just feels like I'm falling
I feel clouds through my fingertips
I anticipate the ground below
Hoping it will end me
I cannot explain
All the bruising and why I’ve been losing
The rhythm stops in my breathing
Almost but never quite breaking
When will I know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
When will you know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
I tried to sleep
Melatonin failing
You're awake
Just looking empty
I thought I figured it out
It took six whole years of settling in my doubt
It was may in front yard
When I opened up inside your car
You said what I want to hear
It's what my mother always told me to fear
There are times we don't realize
Trying to get by ignoring the signs
Ill admit I'm afraid
Why’s it always me saying sorry
Convinced myself I'm the mistake
And the reason you had to run away
I cannot explain
All the bruising and why I’ve been losing
The rhythm stops in my breathing
Almost but never quite breaking
When will I know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
When will you know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
I was hoping you’d stay
Fall asleep
You'll always just stray
Follow me
When will I know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
When will you know
Will I give the chance or will you walk away
Only thing to show is my honesty
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4. |
Beneath Me
03:50
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You think for a second then follow through
With rambling thoughts and hollow views
Never quite feeling satisfied
Until everyone's forced to hear your side
You're just afraid to admit
You're never wrong
You're just talking for yourself
You're not talking to solve
I hear your voice
It just wasn't quite my choice
I stopped using clocks to see how much time I had left
I went by my reflection form the mirror by my bed
You paint me as evil, you refused to understand
They're all just looking out for themselves
Inside you're terrified
Of the fact no one cares how you feel inside
But in time you’ll realize
The only choice is to stay out of their lives
I’ll never know, I’ll never know
Why you shoved your views right down my throat
But in the end of all of this
I’ll be smiling ‘til my final days
You're never wrong
You're just talking for yourself
You're not talking to solve
I hear your voice
It just wasn't quite my choice
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5. |
Heathers
04:00
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You're the broken taillights
Of the cars passing on the turnpike
You're the morning sunshine
Reflecting off the road signs
And I've swerving, quickly turning
Almost like I'm driving blind
With my breath held and no seatbelt
Across the double yellow line
I told you that I love the taste
Of danger on my lips
That's why I put the roman candle in my mouth
Before I lit the wick
And all the sirens signifying
Something sinister within
Won't mean a thing 'cause I'll be smiling
As your teeth are sinking in
You're a straight razor singing sweetly
Like a siren pulling me in
Begging me just to hold you closer
Until you separate my fragile skin
You can toss me in the ocean
With my wrists and and ankles tied
Then watch as I get washed away
With the waves and rising tide
I told you that I love the taste
Of danger on my lips
That's why I put the roman candle in my mouth
Before I lit the wick
And all the sirens signifying
Something sinister within
Won't mean a thing 'cause I'll be smiling
As your teeth are sinking in
Push me to the floor
Keep pushing 'til I break the boards
With your foot on my throat
Show me no remorse
I told you that I love the taste
Of danger on my lips
That's why I put the roman candle in my mouth
Before I lit the wick
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6. |
Laconic
04:36
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I'll wait for you to come and wash away the stains
Always the same mistakes a different way
I'm scared to death
Of waiting
I know the change
Is coming
It's been so long since
I felt comfortable in here
It's been so long since
I treated myself so far
I know this body language
And what you're gonna say
Believe me there no sense to this
It's better off this way
You fed me lies
To untie my knotted stomach
And I got by
I realize
This is only temporary
I'm scared to death
Of waiting
It's easier being Laconic
It's been so long since
I felt comfortable in here
It's been so long since
I treated myself so far
I know this body language
And what you're gonna say
Believe me there no sense to this
It's better off this way
It's both our faults
Why can't we just agree
I feel the pressure
I'm setting myself free
It's been so long since
I felt comfortable in here
It's been so long since
I treated myself so far
I know this body language
And what you're gonna say
Believe me there no sense to this
It's better off this way
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7. |
Anomaly
05:05
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Intoxicated thinking
My mind wanders off as i stare at the ceiling
I don't know what I should do
I'm ripping grass to set the mood
I know what you're thinking
But I don't know where you're going
I don't know what you're hiding
But i know where I can find it
I tore myself over this
Fighting the urges to make nothing of it
I've seen so much at this age
I'm so used to failing, anomaly
I don't mind
Keeping you afloat this time
It seems what brought us here
Is harder now to find
I'm way too in deep in you
But I all have is love for this
I know what you're thinking
But I don't know where you're going
I don't know what you're hiding
But i know where I can find it
I tore myself over this
Fighting the urges to make nothing of it
I've seen so much at this age
I'm so used to failing, anomaly
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